我已经退得很远了。。
旁人还是打压我对你的重要性。。
也许旁人不了解。。
但,我自己也开始没信心。。
可能我真的对你而言没那么重要了。。
让我退到。。做你身边的“平凡人”吧。。
至少我不会那么失落。。
刚刚看到朋友的email。。
关于做决定的。。觉得蛮不错。。
那情况大概是那样。。
有一班小朋友就跑到火车轨道上玩。。
只有其中的一个小朋友在停用的火车轨道玩。。
其余的都在还在使用的轨道上玩。。
突然火车来了。。火车是来不及停下来了。。
而你又站在火车切换器旁。。
如换道,火车会切到那条停用的轨道。。这时你会怎样?
据理说,
大多数人都会选择牺牲那唯一的小朋友,
而救那大多数的小朋友。。
这对那唯一的小朋友来说。。很不公平。。
即使他做对了选择,不在那还使用的轨道玩。。
他还是被选择牺牲来救他的朋友。。
其实这种左右为难的情况常常发生在我们生活上。。
少数人为了多数人的利益着想而牺牲自己。。
无论多数人有多愚蠢和无知。。
其实真正的做法是。。不要换道。。
一,那班小朋友听到火车鸣笛。。他们会逃。。
如换道了。。那小孩会陪上生命。。
因他并没想到这停止使用的轨道还在使用。。。
二,那轨道会停止使用固然是因为它不安全。。
如换道。。这整列车的人会因为这几个小朋友而陪上生命。。
所以,不要慌乱的做出决定。。
多人支持的不一定正确。。正确的不一定是多人支持那个。。
每个人都会犯错。。所以他们会把胶檫放在铅笔上。。。
p/s:不管停用还是还在使用。。在火车轨道上玩都是不对的。。=p
presentation和test都在同一日的感觉是什么?
一个非笔墨手能形容的感觉。。=p
我终于熬过来了。。
未来的一个礼拜。。
依然那么艰难。。
看到assignment和reports。。
正在一面奸笑。。一面向我招手。。
A top Chinese official says shoddy workmanship and
substandard building materials may have played
a part in the collapse of more than
7,000 schools during last week's earthquake.
The disproportionately high number of schools
destroyed has shocked and angered many Chinese.
Yesterday hundreds of angry parents
took part in a rare public protest,
demanding to know why so many schools
collapsed while nearby buildings did not and
demanding punishment of those responsible.
The official Chinese news agency
today quoted He Guoqiang,
secretary of the Communist Party's
Central Commission for Discipline Inspection,
as saying that new schools in
quake-stricken areas must be better built.
"Unfortunately we can't rule out that
there may have been situations where people
scrimped on workmanship and stinted on materials
during the construction process and
if so we will deal with any such problems
strictly after an investigation," he said.
Thousands of aftershocks and a forecast of more rain
compounded the difficulties for military,
government and private workers trying to deliver aid and
ensure millions get shelter as the focus
turned inevitably from rescue to relief.
An estimated 5 million people were left homeless
by the 7.9-magnitude quake.
In the countryside, where countless homes
are too damaged or too unsafe to live in,
many farmers now live in encampments of makeshift shelters.
Officials said 3 million tents were needed.
"The biggest hardship we have is not having a tent,"
said Wang Falan, who lives with her extended family of 11
in two makeshift shelters.
"It is also the lack of rice and cooking oil.
I don't know what we'll do if we have to keep living like this."
Premier Wen Jiabao ordered the supply of
250,000 temporary housing units -
simple steel structures normally used by construction workers -
to the quake area by June 30 and
the number should reach 1 million i
n three months, state media said.
China started three days of national mourning on Monday,
with flags raised at half-mast and
public entertainment suspended.
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*哀悼--祈福*生命。勇气。爱
勇敢活下去。。挺住。。

期待生命的奇迹。。
向坚强的你们致敬。。
希望你们早日脱离苦难。。
刚刚去buddha day和Vic market回来。。
就在火车上遇到一对母子。。
那bb眼睛大大。。蛮可爱的。。
then突然,bb哭起来。。
我转过身就看到那妈妈。。
就好像逼她bb睡觉。。
我就想啊。。刚刚bb还蛮active的。。不像要睡觉啊。。
then就看到ming ming笑。。
我就一脸疑惑。。ming问我“没看到吗?”
看到什么?!
ming就说那妈妈。。逼那bb喝母奶。。
那bb并没有哭饿..是妈妈逼他才哭的。。
ming就说可能那bb在挣扎告诉妈妈不要这样。。Xp
当时那妈妈周围的人90%是男的。。
有的看到了就转过身笑。。
我当然没有在继续看啦。。。
过不久。。我无意转过身。。就看到妈妈准备喂另一边的奶。。
轮到我转身。。笑。。和无言。。
笑。。bb。。你还蛮大吃的嘛。。=p
无言。。妈妈。。你勇气还真的不小。。还是个华人妈妈。。
不是第一次看妈妈喂母奶。。可能有人觉得ok啊。。
但。。我还是不能接受当众喂母奶。。哈哈。。
妈妈。。你们好伟大哦。。^^
14/5
Food science report due
26/5
Food science test (40%)
Research project presentation
29/5
Advanced biochemistry report due
2/6
Research project report due
PCR assignment due
Sequence analysis assignment due
10/6
Advanced biochemistry final exam
20/6
Food science final exam
Research project not finish yet..
(a lot of problems "pop out" suddenly..)
just start prepare for presentation..
haven't start study for test yet..
Sleepless month..
stress...stress..stress...
May god bless me...
*Fingers crossed*
after dinner with kaisin, me and ming ming bought
sundae cone and chocolate sundae at McD..
and walked along swanston street...
then saw a "mai cheong"...is a gal...
seldom see gal "mai cheong" at city..
so, we stopped and waited the gal to sing..
when we waiting.. we heard a sound of "pop"..
then saw a fat ah pek fall from the escalator..
I don't know how he fall...
but his forehead was knocked to the the sharp side of the escalator...
and bleeding...mouth bleeding...bleeding bleeding...
luckily the escalator was emergency stop..
then got 2 kind gals walked toward to help this ah pek..
the "mai cheong" gal..help to call ambulance
(I saw a lot of guys stand there...but no one go and help that ah pek...>.<")
obviously, ah pek was drunk..
he sitting on the escalator and mumble..
then the 2 gal keep asking and talking to him...
what me and ming doing?
we holding our tissue..and hesitate want to give that ah pek or not..XD
finally..kming did passed the tissue to 1 of the kind gal..
but..the ah pek seems don't want people to help him stop bleeding...
he keep talking talking..like talking "sum c"..
Ambulance came..
(yii..not as efficient as I think..=p)
ah pek still rejected them to help him..just talking talking..
after few minutes, ah pek stand up and walked away...
with his bleeding face...(OMG~)
about the "mai cheong" gal..
her voice really not bad..she got her own album..
(don't know what's album name, just know she called Rebecca Paige)
but dressing...hee..ming said need improve a bit..=p
rain..
rain..
rain...
COLD..
COLD..
COLD...
Reports...
Reports..
Reports..